I can see that. I've changed and I don't like what I've turned to. Sometime I blame peoples for all of this. But I know, I can't blame others except myself. Because at last, the one who let myself drown was me.
This is not me. Not me. Or maybe this is act my true colour? If this is the real me, hmm it's pathetic! I feel bad. I've made a lot of stupid mistake. People said past is past. But how if I repeatedly doing the same mistake? :\